BLOGGER TEMPLATES AND TWITTER BACKGROUNDS

20101209

hhmm ,

DEACTIVE my fb !!! aaarrgghh , tense tense !!!!! i need somebody yg appreciate sgala apew tntang ak ! missyou missyou !!!! ak nak sowg boyfie yg syg ak cam mn ak syg dy ! yg baek ngn ak ! yg brtolak ansur ! yg caring ! aarrgghh , i need somebody ryte now !!

im fall fer u but i know u tatao sume nieh ! i ta kan ckp coz i tgok u rmai admire ! i tkot tok sedih agy ! u r gorgeous n ensem boy ! u make me melt but i wnna u bkn sbb pras rupa or wht tp i nak u coz i tgok u r good boy !!! YA ALLAH YA TUHAN KU , tolon r hamba mu ini . y ak nieh cpat jtuh aty dkt owg yea ?

ak ska tgok muka mamat sowg nieh . dak mekanik dkt tman ak ! sweet sgt2 ! be my adopt bro plish ? hahahhahahhah :DD always tgok muka dy , cute sgt2 !

20101208

iloveyousomuch ,

i love you so much biey till now . i can't forget u ! y whe im try too forget u , u come back too me and said tht u love me ? im sick with all this biey , i really2 love u ! plish be like b4 . like 1st tyme we know each other ! im appy when i hear ur voice n read ur msg ! iloveyoutilltheendofthetymebiey !!!!!!!!!!!!!! ko r satu2 nye jiwa ak tao ta mangkok ! ko jgn r tnggal kan ak agy !

20101204

im cry coz im try too forget u ,




No no no...
mmmm... heyy yeahh

Thinking back when we got together
And in our hearts we were saying forever,
So in love, boy we were so in love, mm..
Jealous wasn't what we wanted, we broke up
You looked in my eyes I should've spoke up, and held you near
Now I'm alone and here it comes again

Cause I remember every word that you said
It all keeps on spinning around in my head
But it don't matter what I try to do
I keep on forgetting to forget about you
And I don't wanna think about you baby so much
All the things we didn't know the way that we touched
Just when I think about someone new
I keep on forgetting to forget about you, forget about you, forget about
Watch me turn around, forgetting to forget about you, forget about me and you

I'd be crazy to say that we were perfect,
And sometimes I wondered if it was worth it
But now I see, how good you were for me
And everytime I drive by your apartment
I get this overwhelming urge to walk in and see your face
And to be in that place, all over again

Cause I remember every word that you said
It all keeps on spinning around in my head
But it don't matter what I try to do
I keep on forgetting to forget about you
And I don't wanna think about you baby so much
All the things we did it didn't know the way we touched
Just when I think about someone new
I keep on forgetting to forget about you, forget about you, forget about
Watch me turn around, forgetting to forget about you, forget about me and you

The way we laughed, the way we kissed
I never thought that I would miss all the things I used to complain about you (ooh~)
The football games, hometown friends, I was glad to see it end
But tell me why I feel so alone without you.. ooh...
yeah... here it comes again...!

Cause I remember every word that you said (you)
It all keeps on spinning around in my head
But it don't matter what I try to do
I keep on forgetting to forget about you
And I don't wanna think about you baby so much (so much)
All the things we did it didn't know the way we touched (we touched)
Just when I think about someone new (new)
I keep on forgetting to forget about you,

Cause I remember every word that you said (you)
It all keeps on spinning around in my head
But it don't matter what I try to do
I keep on forgetting to forget about you, forget about you, forget about
Watch me turn around, forgetting to forget about you, forget about me and you
I can't forget about you

try too make a new life !

new life ? can i make it ? OMG ! it really hard too me coz i still love him till now ! where my biey yin ? y he not reply my msg ? sakett ke ? im worried bout u biey , i know u bz but ta kan 1 msg pown u ta bole nak reply kan . imissyousofuckindamnmuchbiey !!!!!!!!!! plish rep my msg or call me . i miss ur voice biey !

u make me melt n now im fall fer u ! wht must i do biey ? wht ? tell me ,
can i be ur gal ? sure not ryte ! sure u akan kata , i sakett . umo i ta pnjang , i tamao u sedih2 nnty ! y must u said like tht biey !! y ! sume too kerja ALLAH ,
i hope u akan sembuh w/pown u kata u ta kan sembuh ! i syg u biey ! syg u sgt2 ! plish reply my msg ! ak da ta ad sapew2 slain ko ! ko tmpat ak mengadu ! i wnna u be mine 4eva ! ak nak appy d smping ko ! miss you biey ! miss you so much PANDA !

20101202

wake up eyka !!!

weyh bgun bgun ! ko jgn nak down sgt r ! rmai agy laki dkt lua too , bak kata ily my boobies kpada ak ! hahahahhaha , u ryte ily . mmg rmai laki dkt lua too tp aty ak still ta trbuka agy tok sume nieh ! ak syg boyfie ak too . aahh , y idop ak musti cam nieh ? ssah btoi nak appy kan aty nieh . bila da appy , musti akan trluka alik . anyone can answer this ? huh , but i'll try too make me appy . i still have my parents n my fwen . they always beside me . thnx u all ,

20101201

i hate u !




hhmm , i hate u boy !! u r JERK ! u make me like a rubbish ! i love u like crazee but wht i get ? nothin ryte ? y u make me like this ? y y ? apew salah ak dkt ko ? apew dosa ak dkt ko ? ak curah kan sume kasih syg ak dkt ko ! tp ko .. hhmmm , mybe ak mmg ta lyak tok ko . ko kan howt , ensem n rmai yg admire ! k go on with ur life too ! i know u'll appy with it . n i hope ko dpat rse apew yg ak rse skunk ! ko da buat aty ak hancur ! HANCUR BERKECAI ! ak trlalu syg dkt ko ! till now i still love u AHMAD AL-HASYIR ! i'll waitin u biey , always waitin u ! i'll miss u coz i da ta dpat ngk dgr suara u n ta dpat ngk msg u agy . mybe skunk u da ad awek bru apew sume . if u ad , i doa kan u apy ngn downx k . w/pown aty ak sakett tp ak ta kan brdndam ngn ko . ko r sgala nye buat ak . ko r chaya idop ak , ko jgak nyawa ak tok appy but now its gone ! idop ak glap tnpa ko . thnx biey , thnx sgt2 !

thnx thnx ,




thnx coz teman kan i jlan2 d key ell ary too , w/pown last2 minute kite gado i ttap appy . thnx coz appy kan i tyme i ngn down n now i still down . u r my besh bestie shafiq , i know u'll hate me coz kite gado ary too but it ur false k . i hope u appy ngn life u k .

p/s : i syg u but it just syg adek kpda abg n mmber2 k . im sowie ,

20101130

like the way u lie !

haaaaa , im a single lady now ! yeah ! thnx AHMAD AL HASYIR ! thnx a lot ! smoga ALLAH merahmati idop ko ! ak tao ak ta layak tok ko ! just 2month kite couple n i hope we still can be fwen 4eva . ko howt , ko ensem , ko perfect tok sume gal tht y ko ta heran sume nieh ! but not me , thanx coz u throw me like a rubbish ! i appreciate that ! im soluted that ! skali agy , thnx sgt2 ! ko brjaya melakukan nye weyh !!! berjaya mghancur kan aty ak ! ta pew , ak ta kan brdendam ngn ko . ak doa kan ko pnjang umo n murah rezeki . idop ta dkt dunia nieh ta lama , so hargai r someone yg hargai ko k . u'll always in my heart coz i can't stop loving u .

20101125

mownink ,

yeah ! esk mao trun key ell , mao jmpe ilysha my boobies ! nak jmpe my biey but mlas r coz blom sedia tok jmpe ngn dy . nnty bru lpak ngn dy . ahhahahhaah :DD ketidaksabaran ku melanda !

20101124

my past story !


zulhilmi , tapah here .


yon mediomad ,


my cute ex boyfie , rizal


my siot ex boyfie , muzza


my ngok ngek, lemon



my sweet scndal , harish

all of my ex boyfie ! my old story tyme muda2 dulu ! mybe mse too ngh budus skit , hahahahhahah :DD now suda ad yg 1 but still tatao smpai bila ;p hope smpai bila2 r !
p/s : oohh my ex boyufie , i still love u all but just setakat sahabat shaja . im appy coz know u ! thnx thnx ,

ALWAYS BE MINE !

OH , HOO
YEAH OH

I HEAR YOU BREATH
YOU'RE LYING CLOSE TO ME
THE SHADOWS GONE
I HAVE FOUND MY PEACE
OH ,
YOU MAKE ME CALM
WITH YOU I'M SAFE FROM HARM
AND RIGHT BY YOUR SIDE
I'LL STAY THROUGH THE NIGHT 'TILL ETERNITY
THAT'S THE WAY IT WILL BE
AND I WONDER WHAT YOU'RE DREAMING OF
YOU'RE SO PEACEFUL WHEN YOU SLEEP
EVERYTHING I WANT
EVERYTHING I NEED
IS LYING HERE IN FRONT OF ME
OH YEAH

IF I EVER LOSE MY POWER TO FLY
THEN YOUR LOVE TAKES ME HIGH
I ALWAYS BE TRUE TO YOU
SOMETIMES I THINK I MIGHT LOSE AT ALL
GUESS THE CHANCES ARE SMALL
CAUSE YOU HOLD ME CLOSE
I FEEL YOU NEAR
DON'T LET GO SAY YOU'LL ALWAYS BE HERE
JUST HOLD ME TIGHT
AND I'LL BE FINE
DREAMING YOU WILL ALWAYS BE MINE

OH ,
JUST LIKE THE SUN
YOU MAKE ME WARM INSIDE
LIKE A SOFT SUMMER BREEZE
A MOMENT TO SEIZE SO TRUE
I WON'T STOP LOVING YOU
AND I WONDER WHAT YOU'RE DREAMING OF
YOU'RE SO PEACEFUL WHEN YOU SLEEP
EVERYTHING I WANT
EVERYTHING I NEED
IS LYING HERE IN FRONT OF ME
OH NO

IF I EVER LOSE MY POWER TO FLY
THEN YOUR LOVE TAKES ME HIGH
I ALWAYS BE TRUE TO YOU
SOMETIMES I THINK I MIGHT LOSE AT ALL
GUESS THE CHANCES ARE SMALL
CAUSE YOU HOLD ME CLOSE
I FEEL YOU NEAR
DON'T LET GO SAY YOU'LL ALWAYS BE HERE
JUST HOLD ME TIGHT
AND I'LL BE FINE
DREAMING YOU WILL ALWAYS BE MINE

AAAOH , OH
[ LA LA LA LA LA ]

AND I WONDER WHAT YOU'RE DREAMING OF
YOU'RE SO PEACEFUL WHEN YOU SLEEP
EVERYTHING I WANT
EVERYTHING I NEED
IS LYING HERE IN FRONT OF ME
OH YEAH

IF I EVER LOSE MY POWER TO FLY
THEN YOUR LOVE TAKES ME HIGH
I ALWAYS BE TRUE TO YOU
SOMETIMES I THINK I MIGHT LOSE AT ALL
GUESS THE CHANCES ARE SMALL
CAUSE YOU HOLD ME CLOSE
I FEEL YOU NEAR
DON'T LET GO SAY YOU'LL ALWAYS BE HERE
JUST HOLD ME TIGHT
AND I'LL BE FINE
DREAMING YOU WILL ALWAYS BE MINE
DREAMING , YOU WILL ALWYAS BE MINE ..

OMG !

huu , too jew ayat yg mampu ak kluar kan bila my biey yin ckp dy saket . bila tnya y ta bgtao awal2 , he said ' i tamao u sedih sygs ' . oooo noo , u must tell me babe . at least i tao u saket apew sume . mybe ad sbb lain u tamao bgtao i kan . hhmm , i hope u cpat sembuh biey n i'll waitin u . u make me melt biey ! ciyously i love u !

20101123

hee ,

yeah ! ujan ujan ujan n ujan ! hahahahhahah :D sejukk ! syokk tdo nieh !
ingin memula kan life yg bru , yg lpas biar r lpas . life must go on ryte ! yeah ! bersemangat ! chiyok eyka chaiyok !
esk kite smbung menulih agy k , mao tdo dlu . papai !

im fall fer u coz u make me melt ! ❤

hahahhahahahah :DD y y ! im fall fer u ! but his gone now nn idk when i must find him ! Ooo GOD ! help me ;) i love him !

im back !

haih nak tulih apew yea ? rajin nye ak nak menulis2 nieh ! start dri mn nieh ! hahahahahhahhah :DD ta pew ta pew jnji ak da active smula blog ak nieh !

20101002

i found my love !!!



his name AHMAD AL-HASYIR B YAHYA ! di dtg tyme ak memerlukan someone yg bole buat ak appy . thnx biey coz ko dtg dlam idop ak . ak sygs ko sgt2 ! ko r satu2 jew chenta ak skunk , ak hrap kite kekal lme !

p/s : ak sygs gilo vavi dkt bdak nieh !!!! jgn ambk dy dari idop ak !

20100922

ooohh SUCKS !!!!

buhsan ngn idop nieh ! im lonely now ! need someone in my life ryte now ! y r sume laki cam SIALL !!! ta reti tok mmbhagia kan kaum wanita ! downx nieh bgus sgt kew ? ayat jew manis tp last2 cam KIMAKK ! benci benci ! bila r ak nak dpat cnta sejati yea ? suda serik kena tipu ngn jantan keparat ! ak hrap 1day dowanx sume nieh trime blasan nye . ta reti tok mghargai ! suda setia , jjur apew sume tp buat gak perangai ! jelesh bila tgok mmber jlan ngn boyfie msing2 ! aarggghhh !!!!! hope sume ex boyfie ak yg mmprmain kan prasaan ak dulu akn trime balasan nye . n 1day kowanx akan crik ak alik coz kowanx akan sedar yg cnta ak bkn nye mainan ! mybe ta sume yg ak btoi2 sygs . yg ak btoi2 sygs smpai skunk MOHAMAD SHAFIQ MASKURI , NAJMI @ AMY , TENGKU AMIR @ MEYH , MUZZA ! sume nieh ak sygs even kowanx da ad partner msing2 . mybe this is my fate ! i xcept it , hhhmmm .

p/s : hope i'll find u my truly love !

20100513

need u masyamm ,



hee , im back wit new life !! his name zulhelmi firdaus b zulkifli . i love him but we still don have any relation now , just a fwen only . but i still waitin him too purpose me be his gal . i'll waitin u sygs .

20100303

WTF !!!!

hhhmmm , lme ta update blog ini . so bkk citew bru r nieh nmpak nye . im fallin in love again !!! ooo SHIT !! y must i always be like this !!! tired tired !
don know wht too say coz im not cnfdent wit him . i don know y . love him ? mybe a lil a bit only . i hope he know wht in my heart now ! ily muhd fikri , ciyous .

20100202

wndu wndu !!

ak wndu sama dy wokk . wndu gilee vavi !!!!! owg yg ak wndu too ialah hafis n harish !!! da r nama dua2 nye H . waaaaaaa . ak da tahan nieh . wndu gilee !!!!!!!

20100121

muhammad hafis n harish .

hhhmmmm , da nak dkt 2mggu kowt ak ta cntct mamat nieh . ak clash ngn dy tanpa ad apew2 sbb n ak sndri tatao apew hbngn ak ngn dy . plik gilee !! pda hal ak da sygg gilee dkt dy . ak trime dy seada nya . ak still msg dy w/pown dy ta prnah rep msg ak . sygg pnya psal . hhhmmmmm . ak knal dy awal blan taon nieh n date ngn dy dkt cameron dowh . ak knal ngn dy dlam 1mggu lbih kowt . singkat gilee kan ? 090110 ktowg date n ktowg ta cntact seary dua lpas too . hhmmmm . walau apew pown , i still tnggu u hafis . aty i sedih bila u tnggalkan i . apew slah i ? apew dosa i ?


yg harish nieh mmber merangkap scndal ak . nieh pown sama gak ngn hafis . nama pown lbih kurang , harish n hafis . tp ak knal dy taon lpas agy . kira lme r gak . ngn dy pown ak ad tangkap cintan gak tp dy da ad gal tht y ktowg just mmber but mesra . ak sygg dy . dy nieh mmg jnji ta kan tnggal kan ak walau apew pown yg trjdik . slame ktowg knal , ktowg prnah jmpe skali jew . too pown mlamm . hhhmmm . bibiyy , sygg wndu kan bibiyy . ta pew r bibiyy , sygg fham . sygg hrap bibiyy appy ngn sume nieh . tengs coz prnah ambk berat tntang sygg .


tengs coz lukakan aty ak ! ak sedar ak sapew ! ak ta layak tok kowanx sume . ak tao too tp ak bodo coz ak trpedaya ngn kowanx . bila ak da setia n sygg kowanx , nieh yg ak dpat ! its not fair too me !! but wht can i do , i just can pray 4 both of u . im still waitin u guys .

haih !

ak tatao r apew nak jdik ngn ak skunk . sume dak yg ak sygg , sume tnggal kan ak . mmg r ak ta shantekh but dorunx ta berhak buat sume nieh !!! slame nieh ayat , manis jew . vavi !!!! kpda bdak2 yg ak mksud kan too , ak hrap kowanx appy . apew yg kowanx buat dkt ak too bia ALLAH jew yg balas . ak sbgai hamba nya just bole redha . mybe nieh r takdir ak . dak laki skunk mmg nak yg howt jew . memilih sgt . pda hal yg howt too bknnye suci mn pown . hhhmmmmm . ak syukur coz ALLAH da jdik kan ak cam nieh . ak just bole berusaha tok mmbuat perubahan terhadap dri ak nieh . ak brjnji dkt dri ak nieh !!! lpas nieh ak ta kan couple ngn someone yg just ska main2 kan prasaan owg . dy ingat kite nieh patung kowt !!

i'll find guy yg caring , loving , ikhlas , jjur , setia n bole trime ak seada nye . n ak jge akan trime dy seada nya . dlam prchentaan , kekayaan , status seseowg n rupa paras ta brape penting . jnji aty owg too suci . klu btoi ad owg sygg kan kite , dy akan jge kite n bkn nye wosakkan dri kite . ak nak laki yg cam too tp ak blom prnah jumpe agy . sume boy yg ak jumpe sume cam SIALL !!! mybe owg laki mmg cam too but if klu terlampau sgt mmg ta bole bla r !! HARAM toi r laki skunk nieh !!!

ak berSUMPAH , ak akn jge satu2nye mahkota ak nieh . ta ad capew yg bole ambk kecuali suami ak yg sah . sedih coz tgok rmai gal2 dkt lua too snggup bg mahkota dowanx coz sygg kan boy dowanx too . pda hal boy too bkn nye nak kawen pown . sajew ska2 . ak hrap mmber2 ak yg still virgin , jge r kowanx pnya k . k sama2 jge nama gal . chaiyokk !!!

20100112

im tired of love !!!

grrr , too jew yg bole kua dri mulut ak . ak da pnat brmain chenta . apew too chenta ? he make me addict n crazee too him but lastly this is wht i get . how damn his make me like this !!!!

i know im not perfect too him , but dy ta ad hak tok buat ak cam nieh . bodo ! bodo ! ak bnci dgr perkataan COUPLE , SCNDAL or yg sewaktu dgnnye . ta pew ta pew , nieh ary ko bole buat owg cam nieh tp tnggu r d kemudian ary . ko yg akan terkena alik .

klu yea pown ko nak kena kan gal alik , gal too bkn ak r !!! its not me ! im really2 love u hafis !! tht all i know now . i just wnna make u appy . its tht false ? but ak ta bole nak buat apew2 . just redha jew kowt . im very2 regret coz im addict n crazee too u ! is my false coz trust u . is ur own life . i can't force u . btw , tengs a lot coz u make me crazee on u . tengs a lot coz u make me just 4 a week . i'll always love u n waitin u .

20100110

25 cerita cinta si dia

tingkah dan perilaku si dia yg amat mncntai kamuu ..

1: insan yg mncntai mu ta prnah mmpu mmberikan alasan knpa dy mncntai mu . yg dy tao d aty n mata nya hnya kamu satu2nya .

2: w/pown kamu suda memiliki teman istmwa atau kekasih , dy ta pduli ! bg nya yg pnting kamu bhagia n kamu ttap mnjdik impiannya .

3: insan yg mncntai mu slalu menerima kamu seadanya , d aty n matanya hnya kamu yg trcntik/pling tampan w/pown mybe kamu ketika itoo merasa berat bdan kamu suda brtambah .

4: insan yg mncntai kamu slalu ingin tahu tntang aap sja yg kamu lalui spnjang ary . dy trlalu ingin tao setiap kegiatan kamu .

5: insan yg mncntai kamu akn mengirimkan sms spt 'slamat pagi','slamat tdo','take care', dan lain2 agy w/pown kamu ta mmblas sms nya . krna kiriman sms too r dy menyatakan rse cnta nya mskipown dy ta mengucap kan 'AKU CNTA PADA MU' ttpi sbnarnya ucpan cnta nya itoo d smbnyikan d sblik ayat2 yg d krim kan .

6: jika kamu menyambut ary jdi n ta mengundangnya ke majlis yg kamu adakan , setdak2nya dy akn menelefon tok mengucapkan slamat ary jdi atau mengirimkan sms tnda drinya mengingati mu . c dy gak sntiasa ingat ary2 istmwa dlm idop kamu .

7: insan yg mncntai mu akan slalu mengingati stiap kejadian yg dy lalui brsama kamu . malah mybe kejadian yg kamu sndri suda lupa kan . bg nya , saat2 itoo trlalu berharga . tatkala mengenang kmbali masa2 indah itoo , mata nya pasti brkaca krana saat brsama mu ta bole brulang slalu .

8: dy akan blaja mggemari lagu2 kgmran kamuu . c dy gak mybe akn memnjam cd@kaset milik kamu krna dy ingin tao kgmran kamu . pd nya , keskaan kamu ad lah kskaannya mskipown pda mulanya c dy sukar tok menerima . ttpi c dy ttap mncuba n akhirnay brjaya .

9: dy akn slalu mengingati stiap kata2 yg kamu ucap kan . dy menyemat kan kata2mu nunjauh d aty nya . sebrape bnyak kata2 penuh hrapann yg kamu tuturkan pda nya n akhir nya kamu musnah kan , n kamu tlah lupa mengenai nya . ttpi ta pda drin ya .

10: klu kali terakhir kamu brtemu , kamu mybe sdang selesema @ batuk2 , slpas itoo c dy akn sntiasa mengirim sms @ menelefon tok brtnya keadaan kamu . nieh krana dy trlalu bimbang n mengambil brat tntang dri kamu .

11: jika kamu mengatakan akn mghadapi ujian , c dy akan menanyakan bila ujian itoo brlangsung n tiba ary nya dy akan mengirimkan sms 'good luck' tok mmberi smngat kpada kamu .

12: insan yg mncntai mu akn mmberi kan brang miliknya yg mybe bg kamu biasa , ttpi bg nya brang itoo sgt istmwa .

13: insan yg mncntai mu akn trdiam sesaat ktika sdang brckap d telefon ngn kamu , shngga kamu mnjdik bingung . sbnrnya saat itoo dy mrasa sgt gugup krana kamu tlah 'mggegarkan' dunia nya .

14: insan yg mncntai mu slalu ingin berada dkt ngn kamu n ingin mghbiskann ary2nay hnya tok brsama kamu .

15: jika suatu saat kamu trpakse brpndah ke tmpat lain , c dy akn sntiasa mmberi kan nasihat agar kamu brwaspada ngn prsekitaran yg bole mmbwa pengaruh buwok kpada kamu . namun , jauh d aty nya dy bnar2 tkut kehlngan kamu .

16: insan yg mncntai mu brtindak lbih spt saudara n bknnya spt seowg kekasih .

17: insann yg mncntai mu sering melakukan hal2 yg 'sengal' spt menelefon kamu 100kali dlm mse sehari . atau mengejutkankamu d tghmlam ngn mengirim kan sms jiwang . sbnrnya ketika itoo dy sednag memikirkan kamu .

18: insan yg mncntai mu kadang2 merndui kamu n melakukan prkara yg bole mmbuat kamu pening kpala . namun , ketika kamu mengatakan tndakannya itoo mmbuat kamu trgnggu , dy akan cepat2 memnta maaf n ta akan melakukan nya agy .

19: jika kamu meminta nya kamu sesuatu maka c dy akn mengajar mu ngn sabo w/pown kamu mybe owg yg 'terbodo' d dunia ! malah , dy bgtu gmbira krana dpat mmbntu kamu . du jge ta prnah sesekali mengelak dri menunaikan prmntaan kamu too .

20: klu kamu melihat telefon bmbitnya maka nama kamu akn mghiasi sbhagian bsar INBOX nya . dy msih menyimpan sms2 dri kamu w/pown ia kamu krim brbulan2 @ brtaon2 yg lalu . dy jga menyimpan surat2 kamu d tmpat khas n sgala pmberian kamu mnjdik bnda pling brharga buatnya .

21: n jika kamu cuba mnjauhkan dri drpadanya @ mmberi reaksi menolak , dy akan menyedari nya n mghlang dri kehidupan kamu , w/pown hal itoo 'mmbnuh' drinya .

22: jika suatu saat kamu merndukannya n ingin mmberi nya ksmpatan , dy akn mnunggu kamu krana sbnrnya dy ta prnah mncrik owg lain . dy sntiasa mnggu kamu .

23: jika kamu brsedih @ brgmbira , insan yg mncntai mu jga turut sama merasainya . bg nya kesedihan kamu adlah kesedihannya n kegmbraan kamu adlah kgmbraannya .

24: insan yg mncntai mu trlalu ingin mnjage kamu ngn spnuh aty nya . stiap detik n masa , dy akn brusaha tok melndungi kamu wlau ngn apa cara skalipown !

25: insan yg bgitu mncntai mu , ta prnah memaksa kamu mmberinya sbb n alasan w/pown aty nya meronta ingin tao . nieh krana dy ta mahu kamu terbeban ngn karenahnya . saat kamu pinta dy brlalu , dy pergi tnpa menyalahkan kamu , krana dy bnar2 mengerti apew itoo cnta ...


prnah kan ada insan yg melakukan prkara yg d senarai kan kpada kamu ? jika ya , jgn sia2kan insan itoo..krna kamu pasti akn menyesal jika melakukannya !

p/s : cnta ta kan hadir klu ta d carik . cnta jgak ta kan ad klu tiada siapa mmberi , tp mncrik bia lah pada yg sudi . bkan mmnta pda yg simpati . too la erti sbnr cinta suci .

brtepuk sblah tgn ta kan brbnyi . jika kamu slah seowg drpada insann yg trlalu d cntai oleh c dy , ta slah sekiranya kamu mmberi peluang kpada nya tok mnnjukkan ksngghan n keikhlasan aty dlmm mncntai kamu . ta knal maka ta cnta . siapa tao dy r insan yg tepat n ideal buat kamu ? atau jodoh yg kamu nnti2 kan slame ini ? sblom menolak , cuba dlu .

1st date

hhmmm , date ak agak appy r coz dy mmg caring gilee . tp napew semua boy sama yea ? musti akan buat smthing yg kte ta nak . too r yg trjdik smalm . dri appy brtukar bnci , mybe r . ak bnci ngn boy cam too . ska mengambil kesempatan . mmg dy caring n baek tp d sebalik sikap too ad gak sikap yg 'jaat' too . cam mn ak nak ckap ngn dy yea . dy ckap dy nak ciyous ngn ak tp ak rse laen mcm . hhmmm . wht must i do ? perlu ke ak clash ngn dy ?

tp d sebalik prasaan bnci n kesal ak nieh , ak still sygg dy . ta pew r , kt tnggu n lihat jew apew yg akan terjdik lpas nieh . klu dy btoi2 ngn ak , ak kan bwak dy jmpe fmily ak n akan ajak dy tunang . insyallah , aminn

20100109

1st date wit him !

today 090110 ak akn g date ngn mamat yg ak addict too tp ntah btoi or ta . ak hrap sgt2 ta ad apew2 yg akn berlaku nnty . hukhukhuk . ak sygg dy wehh . y ak nieh cpat sygg seseowg ? ad kah d sbbkan itoo , ak senang d permain kan ? hhhmm , ak pown tatao . ak hnya berserah kpada ALLAH . ya ALLAH ya tuhan ku , kau lindungi la kami dri apew jua bencana . ak tao bhawa ak terpakse menipu ibu bapa ku , ttpi hnya nieh jlan yg ak ad . ak brjnji sekiranya hbngn kami kekal , ak akn bwak dy tok brjumpa ibi bapa ku .

dup dap dup dap jntung kuh (: malu , tkot n mcm2 r . sumenye bercantum mnjdik 1 prasaan . bia la aki brjumpe nya dhulu . mn r tao itoo jodoh ak . i hope tht .

k r , smpai sini jew . see u next story k :p

20100108

date wit someone that im addict !!!



ha ! ak akan g date ngn mamat nieh esok . tkot dowh . 1st time jumpe . da r cute . ckgu plak too . im addict too him ryte now . da tarak addict dkt owg lain da . klu ak ad jodoh ngn dy , ad r . klu ta , redha jew r . ak hrap dpat couple ngn dy . esk ad lah ary tok menentukan nya . ya allah ya tuhan ku , kau makbul kan r hajat kuh ini . ak ingin mmbhagia kan dy . iloveusofuckindamnmuch hafis .

ta kira r apeww jwpan u esok , ak ttap kan menerima ngn aty yg trbuka . insyallah .

akn berjumpe pada 090110 .

20100105

new year , new life

ah , appy new year ya . may dreamz come true (: ak tatao r apew azam ak sbnrnye . ak sndri confius ngn idop ak !! apew impian ak ? apew hala tuju ak ? ak rse da mcm ta brguna jew . idop ak kosong . sume owg yg ak sygg , tnggal kan ak sowg2 . y y ? ad kah ak ta berhak tokk idop appy cam owg lain ?

ya allah ya tuhan ku , ad kah ak nieh hamba yg ta lyak tok idop bhagia cam owg lain ? y it must hppen too me ? hhhmmm , mybe this is my fate .

talk bout love . im still single . yup yup , shafiq love me but i can't trust him anymore . he always make me sick . i hope 1day , i'll get someone special too me . now , i'll close my heart too anyone xcept his really2 make me fall in love again (: i hope 1day my charming prince will be beside me . forever n eva . aminnn